Today I almost had to call 999 as I had severe signs of another heart attack while shopping. I had to use the GTN spray 3 times
and it only just worked to hold the heart attack off.
I had four heart attacks during October last year and had to go to hospital to have a stent fitted. The operation seemed to go well but there is clearly something wrong. I am deeply sorry to have to say that I may not live long enough to ever get to meet you.I have left a trail of medical evidence in case anyone tries to say I was making things up.
I tried to tell your Mum and all those involved in keeping us apart that they risked your not ever being able to meet your Dad, but they all deicded that was a risk they were willing to take. I did everything I could to change their minds but all to no avail.
This means this very message may well be the last communication I can ever make to you. Firstly I want you to know that you are the most wonderful and beautiful gift I ever had. I want you to live your life to the full and never live with regret for things you could not have done anything about.
Never believe anything that requires your belief. Make sure things make sense the way you decide and dont let anyone tell you your views and opinions are wrong. Remeber the truth can always take the pressure of being tested whereas lies cannot.
Remember I won't be able to send you Birthday wishes anymore because it exposes personal information.
If someone could email me at admin@teaganwieland.com before 3/3/2026 to confirm the correct spelling of her name this will allow me to make my will and leave everything to her. Otherwise she will lose everything.
I want to write so much more but I'm feeling very weak and each minute this isn't uploaded increases the chance of failing to post anything. As such this incomplete message will likely be updated if I get the chance.
This website will be closed on this coming 3rd March 2026.
Something to remember your Dad by. This video can be found on YouTube and the comment section provides a means of leaving me a message without the need for this site.