First birthday
Here are the photos of your first birthday presents and letter I wrote to Lucy. I wonder if you ever got them? I wonder if they have been kept for you? Ask Lucy if you don't remember.
What happened when I tried to deliver your presents is revealed in the History page at time of for your first birthday. It would have been the best day of my life to have been with you for your first birthday. Actually the best day would have been when you were born. When you were born I was in a battle with the system trying to make sure all the children had clean and safe water to drink. Because Lucy didn't tell me you were born, I thought I was just fighting for the other children's future. Now I know I was fighting for yours too! While you will only discover this many years later, happy first birthday my beautiful Teagan xXx
Second birthday
Here are the photos of your second birthday presents and letter I wrote to Lucy. When I delivered them I was met by a hostile Jim. I can't remember much of what happened, I know I wasn't allowed to see you. So painful trying to do my best for you and getting treated with nothing but cruelty. Would have loved to play with the puppet at bedtime story time, you would have slept with a smile on your face every time. Would have loved to help you with the magic painting book too. At least the little ones still believe in magic. Do you believe in magic?
Happy second birthday my beautiful Teagan xXx
Second Christmas
I only have photos of your second Christmas presents. I'm not sure what happened to the first Christmas evidence. I would have sent a card as well and probably another letter to Lucy pleading with her to allow me to see you. I think you would have loved the frozen scooter if you had been allowed to have it. I somehow managed to find out that you liked Peppa Pig, I have no idea how I found out. So little was ever told me. Did you ever wonder where your Dad was at Christmas?
Happy Christmas beautiful Teagan xXx
Third birthday
Here are the photos of your third birthday presents and the letter I wrote to Lucy. When I arrived with your presents I could see your outline looking at me through the patterned glass. When Lucy realised it was me at the door she yanked you by the arm to pull you into the kitchen so you couldn't look at me any longer. She never answered the door. The dolls house was so big I left it in the porch and posted your card and a letter to Lucy. A short while later she pushed the letters back through the letter box. This was a clear sign you weren't getting any of the presents. I'm sure you would have loved this huge dolls house. I could imagine you playing with it for hours on end. I would have loved to have learned some wood work skills to make furniture and maybe extensions to your house to make it your own palace. I would have loved to have seen the smiles on your face at your own furniture made by your own Dad.
Since it was now obvious none of the presents or cards were getting through, I gave up trying to buy presents for you anymore. Lucy even took away my chance to buy presents for you. From now on I would only be able to send a card as at least that didn't cause the pain of trying to choose presents for my little girl I knew nothing about. I still find it hard to believe someone could stop a little girl having presents from her Dad like most other children do. Happy third birthday my beautiful girl xXx